When I want to understand
When I can't understand
I look to you:
And know that what I'm waiting for
Won't know me
Won't have a face
I listen you're breathing
That's all that it takes
I'm gone now you're ready
You're not going to understand that
I can't understand
I won't look to you
And won't ask you
To remember: the pain
Was so raging, so great
That sometimes we laughed just to
Keep us awake
I'm gone now you're ready
What altar could we possibly heal upon?
Nothing left to desecrate
Just let it rot
I thought it was a pool of blood, but
Then the cameras stopped
No
There's no goal
There's no God
Break my skull rip it off
