No drugs and alcohol today
I wanna remember everything we talk about
I wanna feel light moving in everything you say
But part of me is caveated out
Like maybe certain circumstances are permissible
Maybe I just couldn't, you could just just look the other way
Is it so wrong?
I wanna feel good
I wanna feel good
Is it enough now
Just to want to
Even if you mean it?
I wanna feel good
Let's build us a new house for to live
You fortify the outside and I got the interior
I got the materials we're gonna need right here
Yeah, and it's weird to think I had it always
When manifestly I am the same as I ever was
I think the difference this time is that I can just walk away
Yeah, and now all things rushing out
I wanna feel good
I wanna feel good
Is it enough
Now just to want to
Even if you need it?
I wanna feel good, yeah
No drugs and alcohol tonight
I follow my shadow up and out the skylight
I could see an outline settled in the grey, grey
